Cherry Baby

I loved him,

He took all the stars from my sky,
but I loved him even more,
he made home feel like hell,
I still loved him,
he never wondered what’s wrong with me
and why I’m sad,
but it was okay, I got used to it,
I loved him,
his words made me feel loved
and his actions could make my heart cry,
but with him I could touch the universe,
he made me feel so alive,
until he made me want to die,
being with him was delightful at first,
then it got agonizing.

I loved him, but I don’t anymore.